urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme and you can look like kate moss AUSTIN! 2008-08-26T15:23:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:5355 2008-08-26T15:23:53Z 2008-08-26T15:23:53Z i started simon's rock on the sixteenth. love it here.<br />i've been in love for real. his name is sam.<br />i don't know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:5078 2008-03-17T03:42:25Z 2008-03-17T03:42:25Z abba, of all things quite a lot has changed. i can't believe this hasn't been updated in a dog's age.<br /><br />boyfriend chronological data:<br />dated a boy named mateo for a while.<br />changed a lot of things in my life; made me very depressed.<br /><br />mom has cancer. things look okay for her. she got her wig yesterday.<br /><br />accepted to simon's rock. 11,000 dollar scholarship, not enough. tears.<br />help me pay for it because i must must must must go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:4745 2007-10-15T21:58:35Z 2007-10-15T21:58:35Z radiohead nothing changed this time.<br />i'm in school. going fine.<br />another day, another film.<br />i have like no friends.<br />i talk to this boy josh who i really like a lot. he's the only other boyfriend that brian ever had.<br />so brian is probably pissed.<br />p - i - s - s - e - d<br />but whatever. he hurt me very much!<br />so hahah.<br />i am dealing with my depression well.<br />things are fine with my parents. they keep out of my way.<br />i may be getting a third job soon. we'll see!<br />i want to get a car soon.<br />i've been hooking up with mike g on and off. i'm desperate. he gives great head.<br />chris is in nashua and i probably won't see him again. we phone sometimes.<br />not reading much anymore. watching film after film after film.<br />losing weight, gaining weight. it's all pretty much the same to me.<br />'prelude no. 4, op. 28, in E minor' chopin<br />eating a lot of ramen, campbell's tomato soup (possibilities!), and peanut butter. drinking a lot of orange juice.<br />trying to get an internship at the harvard film archive.<br />looking forward to applying to simon's rock for next year.<br />looking forward to getting out of wakefield.<br />marielle lives down in franklin now! its wonderful to be so close to her.<br />i hardly ever see seanna. i miss her. she's a total pothead now, which i don't need.<br />this boy adam was calling me every night for a while to have phone sex. he was very creative.<br />i don't smoke pot anymore, or drink. i need to keep it that way.<br />diamanda galas is absolutely amazing.<br />i go to harvard square a lot just to sit in a little cafe and cry. i do it every time. all the students are sitting around all cozy and intelligent and having great conversations with people and i'm so lonely all the time and it's getting boring.<br />the brattle theatre.<br /><br />this whole using lj for keeping track of life will come in handy in the future. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:4100 2007-06-28T20:34:17Z 2007-06-28T20:34:17Z karen o's leaked solo album! 1. Mazzy Star- Fade Into You<br />2. Yes - Sweetness<br />3. Marianne Faithfull- As Tears Go By<br />4. Cat Power- Wild Is The Wind<br />5. The Jesus and Mary Chain- Cut Dead<br />6. Bright Eyes- Lua<br />7. The Sugarcubes- Birthday<br />8. Imogen Heap- Hide and Seek<br />9. Tilly & the Wall- Rainbows in the Dark<br />10. Fleetwood Mac- Gold Dust Woman<br />11. The White Stripes- In the Cold Cold Night<br />12. My Bloody Valentine- Only Shallow<br />13. Better Than Ezra- Laid<br />14. Carole King- So Far Away<br /><br /><br />broke up with chris.<br />back together with brian.<br />summer.<br />i have an awesome job at blue canoe.<br />i'm going to vermont in two days.<br />i'm going to see cat power on the 8th.<br />i watch movies constantly and don't sleep.<br />i go to boston every few days.<br />me and my shrink hardly had anything to talk about.<br />life is wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful.<br />i just want to go swimming though; it's so hot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:3899 2007-06-05T23:12:35Z 2007-06-05T23:12:35Z stone roses me+boy<br />luv shmuv<br /><br />i like it.<br /><br /><br /><br />i keep watching robert altman's 3 women.<br />i don't understand it yet, but i love it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:2652 2007-01-27T16:23:51Z 2007-01-27T16:23:51Z lauryn hill. havent been updating.<br /><br />i get so bored so easily.<br />i just dont feel like going to tap today.<br /><br />im going to the mall<br />with angelo<br />later.<br />i dont know.<br />i still feel awful.<br />i need new clothes, too. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ifyouneedme:596 2006-12-30T23:44:28Z 2006-12-30T23:44:28Z liars- the other side of mt heart attack yeah.<br /><br />friends only.