| 23 weeks later |
[26 Aug 2008|11:21am] |
i started simon's rock on the sixteenth. love it here.
i've been in love for real. his name is sam.
i don't know.
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| well |
[16 Mar 2008|10:24pm] |
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music |
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abba, of all things |
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quite a lot has changed. i can't believe this hasn't been updated in a dog's age.
boyfriend chronological data:
dated a boy named mateo for a while.
changed a lot of things in my life; made me very depressed.
mom has cancer. things look okay for her. she got her wig yesterday.
accepted to simon's rock. 11,000 dollar scholarship, not enough. tears.
help me pay for it because i must must must must go.
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| 8 weeks later. |
[15 Oct 2007|05:50pm] |
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nothing changed this time.
i'm in school. going fine.
another day, another film.
i have like no friends.
i talk to this boy josh who i really like a lot. he's the only other boyfriend that brian ever had.
so brian is probably pissed.
p - i - s - s - e - d
but whatever. he hurt me very much!
so hahah.
i am dealing with my depression well.
things are fine with my parents. they keep out of my way.
i may be getting a third job soon. we'll see!
i want to get a car soon.
i've been hooking up with mike g on and off. i'm desperate. he gives great head.
chris is in nashua and i probably won't see him again. we phone sometimes.
not reading much anymore. watching film after film after film.
losing weight, gaining weight. it's all pretty much the same to me.
'prelude no. 4, op. 28, in E minor' chopin
eating a lot of ramen, campbell's tomato soup (possibilities!), and peanut butter. drinking a lot of orange juice.
trying to get an internship at the harvard film archive.
looking forward to applying to simon's rock for next year.
looking forward to getting out of wakefield.
marielle lives down in franklin now! its wonderful to be so close to her.
i hardly ever see seanna. i miss her. she's a total pothead now, which i don't need.
this boy adam was calling me every night for a while to have phone sex. he was very creative.
i don't smoke pot anymore, or drink. i need to keep it that way.
diamanda galas is absolutely amazing.
i go to harvard square a lot just to sit in a little cafe and cry. i do it every time. all the students are sitting around all cozy and intelligent and having great conversations with people and i'm so lonely all the time and it's getting boring.
the brattle theatre.
this whole using lj for keeping track of life will come in handy in the future.
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[28 Jun 2007|04:24pm] |
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music |
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karen o's leaked solo album! |
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1. Mazzy Star- Fade Into You
2. Yes - Sweetness
3. Marianne Faithfull- As Tears Go By
4. Cat Power- Wild Is The Wind
5. The Jesus and Mary Chain- Cut Dead
6. Bright Eyes- Lua
7. The Sugarcubes- Birthday
8. Imogen Heap- Hide and Seek
9. Tilly & the Wall- Rainbows in the Dark
10. Fleetwood Mac- Gold Dust Woman
11. The White Stripes- In the Cold Cold Night
12. My Bloody Valentine- Only Shallow
13. Better Than Ezra- Laid
14. Carole King- So Far Away
broke up with chris.
back together with brian.
summer.
i have an awesome job at blue canoe.
i'm going to vermont in two days.
i'm going to see cat power on the 8th.
i watch movies constantly and don't sleep.
i go to boston every few days.
me and my shrink hardly had anything to talk about.
life is wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful.
i just want to go swimming though; it's so hot.
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| dooodle |
[05 Jun 2007|06:55pm] |
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me+boy
luv shmuv
i like it.
i keep watching robert altman's 3 women.
i don't understand it yet, but i love it.
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apathetic